Ugh.
- So sick of hanging up on people with my face when I call them on my cell phone.
- I need to find a headset so I can complain about something else.
- My email everything electronic is totally freakin hosed.
- I didn’t realize, until I broke down last night in a puddle of tears, how much stress I am under – I feel pretty stupid.
- I have had the overwhelming desire to smoke the last few days.
- I’ve resisted, don’t worry.
- I have had super-vivid dreams the last 6 nights, to the point that my sleep is almost totally restless.
- I’m not sure the concealer can hide the bags any more.
- Heck, I’m not even sure I’m going to try.
Sorry about the pitty party. I’m having kind of a rough go. Change is super hard…
[Edited to add: I kicked something and my toe really freakin hurts - this may be the straw people.]
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Oh, that sounds awfully unpleasant! It’s still a while until the weekend, but I hope you find some ways to rest and decompress.
Hope tomorrow is better. Hang in there.
Hang in there, baby!
New job stress? Hang in there. And vent away.
I have the best friends ever.
Ever, I tell you!
Yes, new job stress – feeling totally inept and overwhelmed. I don’t like this feeling…
Thanks everyone.
I don’t deal well with change either, and it doesn’t even matter whether it’s a positive, and wanted, change. Even those tend to send me reeling.
I sympathize, totally, and I hope you get through the transition period quickly, at least… since it’s probably too late for “painlessly.”
*hugs*
New jobs are incredibly stressful. You deserve major kudos for making the leap because oh lord, it’s hard. Is your chocolate drawer stocked????