Totally pointless and irrational blog post

by Brandy on August 24, 2010

in Lists

Ugh.

  • So sick of hanging up on people with my face when I call them on my cell phone.
  • I need to find a headset so I can complain about something else.
  • My email everything electronic is totally freakin hosed.
  • I didn’t realize, until I broke down last night in a puddle of tears, how much stress I am under – I feel pretty stupid.
  • I have had the overwhelming desire to smoke the last few days.
  • I’ve resisted, don’t worry.
  • I have had super-vivid dreams the last 6 nights, to the point that my sleep is almost totally restless.
  • I’m not sure the concealer can hide the bags any more.
  • Heck, I’m not even sure I’m going to try.

Sorry about the pitty party. I’m having kind of a rough go. Change is super hard…

[Edited to add: I kicked something and my toe really freakin hurts - this may be the straw people.]

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Thorn August 24, 2010 at 7:05 am

Oh, that sounds awfully unpleasant! It’s still a while until the weekend, but I hope you find some ways to rest and decompress.

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Marisa August 24, 2010 at 7:07 am

Hope tomorrow is better. Hang in there.

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Julia Roberts August 24, 2010 at 7:12 am

Hang in there, baby!

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Suz August 24, 2010 at 7:34 am

New job stress? Hang in there. And vent away.

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Brandy August 24, 2010 at 7:36 am

I have the best friends ever.

Ever, I tell you!

Yes, new job stress – feeling totally inept and overwhelmed. I don’t like this feeling…

Thanks everyone.

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Dawn August 24, 2010 at 7:56 am

I don’t deal well with change either, and it doesn’t even matter whether it’s a positive, and wanted, change. Even those tend to send me reeling.

I sympathize, totally, and I hope you get through the transition period quickly, at least… since it’s probably too late for “painlessly.”

*hugs*

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dawn August 24, 2010 at 8:57 am

New jobs are incredibly stressful. You deserve major kudos for making the leap because oh lord, it’s hard. Is your chocolate drawer stocked????

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