A Puddle of Tears

by Brandy on May 27, 2010

in Adoption

Yesterday, I saw an updated picture of her and I am still breathless.

Today, I’m processing my emotions.

Today, I’m trying not to lose my cool and cry.

Today, I am trying to be thankful for the little things.

Today is the day after I finally broke down and made  a comment on M’s Facebook status, because she asked something I felt I could answer without being all mom-like and creating a difficult “who the hell is this woman!?” situation for her and her friends.

Today, I’m struggling because she’s growing up without me and it was never supposed to be this way.

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Lorraine May 27, 2010 at 9:09 am

I am thinking about you today. Praying for you, whether you want me to or not!

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FireMom May 27, 2010 at 9:42 am

Well, how about I cry for you?

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Thorn May 27, 2010 at 10:14 am

Wow, yeah. Issues like this within our family have been on my mind especially this week. I’m sorry this is hitting you hard. I don’t see how it couldn’t! You’re in my thoughts for sure.

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me May 27, 2010 at 6:27 pm

Her pic took my breath away and I’ve never even met her, so I can only imagine…((HUGS))

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