One Day, I Am Going To Look Back At This and Laugh…

One day – just not today. Not even close to today.

I am more swollen today than I have been in a long time.

I am unable to maintain my concentration for longer than short bursts, which makes getting any-stinking-thing-done a real joy.

I cut across three lanes of traffic, almost caused a wreck and got a ticket from a cop for unsafe driving, just so I could pull over and puke.

I cried for an hour after I got home.

I am depressed. Really, really depressed.

I hate that I don’t know what’s going on with my body and I don’t have anyone who can tell me until next week, at my next appointment – that’s even if they freakin know.

I can’t even concentrate long enough to watch TV, not that it matters, because the TV in my bedroom (the only place where I seem to be able to find any comfort) has decided that it’s going to show the picture in mostly red. Mostly red TV sucks, just FYI.

I needed to vent. This is all just so freaking unreal to me.

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